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I’m better now, please fuck off.

If I’m still weighed down with subtleties then I’ll just come right out and say that I think that I deserve her more than anyone deserves anything. Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this. There’s not enough to go around. I don’t care who else gets hurt.

I think I fell in love with her, a little bit. Isn’t that dumb? But it was like I knew her. Like she was my oldest, dearest friend. The kind of person you can tell anything to, no matter how bad, and they’ll still love you, because they know you. I wanted to go with her. I wanted her to notice me. And then she stopped walking. Under the moon, she stopped. And looked at us. She looked at me. Maybe she was trying to tell me something; I don’t know. She probably didn’t even know I was there. But I’ll always love her. All my life.
I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.
He could beat anything, he thought, because no thing could hurt him if he did not care.
Beautiful women are the torment of my existence.
Believe it or not—it takes a lot of love to hate you like this.