February 2012
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Please stop.
You’re wrong. I am just a bad person. Please stop thinking there’s something in me worth saving. I won’t change. You can’t fix me. I’m not broken, I’m just careless. I fucked around every time I went to New York. Hell, I fucked around right at home. For some reason you’re the constant. I come back to you, continuously. You let me. Normally I’d find...
January 2012
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I feel like a rubik’s cube. You spent so long trying to figure me out. It was frustrating and time consuming. You had all the patience to make it work.
You fixed me. You figured me out. You felt a sense of accomplishment.
But nobody wants anything to do with the rubik’s cube after they figure it out.
Have another drink and drive yourself home. I hope...
I’m sick of finding strands of your hair on my pillows and in my shower. Some of your clothes still occupy space in my drawer. That picture is somewhere in my glove compartment. Your shitty music infested my iTunes library. The collage you never finished is still in my closet. Last semester’s texts are scattered in the back of my car. Your ring hasn’t moved from where you left it...
Is it normal for your ex to go on a date with one of your best friends? Is it normal for your best friend to think he could ask your ex on a date?
I’m having a hard time understanding this.
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I’m better now, please fuck off.
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If I’m still weighed down with subtleties then I’ll just come right out and say that I think that I deserve her more than anyone deserves anything. Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this. There’s not enough to go around. I don’t care who else gets hurt.
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You’re always looking for something To sniff, smoke, or swallow Calling over next door to see what they got But you would settle for anything That would make your brain slow down or stop Break this circle of thoughts you chase Before they catch back up with you And your parents noticed your thinning face, All the weight you lost All the weight you are losing You said, “I’m done...
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You ought to be proud that I'm getting good marks....
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I got sunshine in a bag
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“I think I fell in love with her, a little bit. Isn’t that dumb? But it was...”
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“I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at...”
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“He could beat anything, he thought, because no thing could hurt him if he did...”
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“What I like best about music is when time goes away.”
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“I think it’s too bad that everybody’s decided to turn on drugs, I...”
– Jerry Garcia
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“Beautiful women are the torment of my existence.”
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“My arms are killing me. I didn’t know words could be so heavy.”
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“Believe it or not—it takes a lot of love to hate you like this.”
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Jen is bringing the drugs
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Ouch
“Fuck you for cheating on me. Fuck you for reducing it to the word cheating. As if this were a card game, and you sneaked a look at my hand. Who came up with the term cheating, anyway? A cheater, I imagine. Someone who thought liar was too harsh. Someone who thought devastator was too emotional. The same person who thought, oops, he’d gotten caught with his hand in the cookie jar. Fuck you....
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“Anyway, no drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If...”
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“I’m not addicted to cocaine. I just like the way it smells.”
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Girl, you make me want to feel things I've never...
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I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour, but...
Anonymous asked: what are you listening to right now?
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You're Getting A What?
I saw your brother running the lake this morning. I must not have ran fast enough because he saw me too. It made me laugh a little at myself - you weren’t the only one in your family I tried running from. Although, I don’t know if I picked up the pace because I didn’t want him to kick my ass or because I really just didn’t want a forced and uncomfortable conversation. Oh...
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“I’ve never had a problem with drugs. I’ve had problems with the...”
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Thanks
For a while there, you made me feel better than the drugs. But it doesn’t work like that anymore.
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“And yet women - good women - frightened me because they eventually wanted your...”
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“Sometimes it’s not enough to know what things mean, sometimes you have to...”
– Bob Dylan
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Purple does something strange to me
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“It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned...”
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“What a treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than a person.”
Anonymous asked: if this is who i think it is, did u cheat on her?
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I did a sick, sick thing to my love. My lack of...
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I'm trying to get myself clean
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“That’s the point. Every kind of animal thinks its own kind of animal is...”
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The One Who Ruins It
“Life is all about choices.” That’s something that is told to me on a regular basis by my mother. By the way, she’s on your side. I can’t stand hearing it any more. Yes, life is all about choices. I chose to do what I did and I know I get little sympathy for it. I’m the bad person in this whole ordeal. I was wrong. You know what’s more annoying than a...
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“yet in that drunken place you would like to hand your heart to her and say touch...”
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“Just for the record, she still loves you. She wouldn’t bother to torture...”
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“I stopped looking for a dream girl, I just wanted one that wasn’t a...”
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“Being alone never felt right. Sometimes it felt good, but it never felt right.”
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Keep Up The Good Work
I keep replaying some of the things you said during arguments the last 7 months. I know I should’ve offered a rebuttal right then and there, but you always did accuse of me interrupting you when speaking. Pardon me for attempting to defend myself as you ripped into me. Though I know as time passed, you didn’t think I had a heart inside of me. You were always so stubborn. After numerous...
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Margot and The Nuclear So and So’s -...
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Saltwater Blues
I tried my best to fight the sunrise today. I do not want it to be one day closer to the day you pack up and leave this place, like you packed up and left me - but it is. What scares me is that I know you will love the south. I know that one evening when I’m out at the bar, someone will mention you and how you’ve decided to permanently reside there. You’ll trade in this noisy...
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New Year, Old feelings
Happy New Year, darling. I hope you spent it surrounded by loved ones and good wine, warm eyes and good conversation. I spent it drunk in a bar with strangers and cold pizza. I kissed someone at midnight who wasn’t you, watched fireworks on a street corner with a champagne toast and people who tried to capture every explosion on their cell phones instead of enjoying the moment with the...